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Not What I Wanted To Hear Sad Vent

Tuesday, January 3rd 2023. | Weddings

Not What I Wanted To Hear Sad Vent – (If you’re my friend, it’s important to read the entire text). Now for a little longer Rant + Vent- You know how bad it is to pretend all the time? I’m slowly getting fed up, slowly thinking all about myself. I feel like an idiot. A do-nothing fool can never do anything and will never do anything. Some of my friends think I’m so stupid, they always think I need to improve.. Of course, I’m not always right and I know it very well, but I believe in some things and then arguments have to be whispered. stay the insecure man from below (yeah, i think he’s already the worst living thing on mother earth, the idiot who makes mistakes every time because he’s too stupid for everything – until now i am…) and definitely not with. Help if people are always looking for something against it, so I doubt my own sanity again – It provides value to my minority and is powerful. IDK exactly why – but it really hurts when someone calls me stupid. I know there are a lot of bad words out there, but this one hurts me the most. Related topic: Is it related to “stupidity” or something? I am someone who is very passionate about my wishes and dreams because it is the only thing that makes me happy in this little life! I am currently very interested in the idea of getting my own horse or at least going to a riding school. Of course, what race I would be interested in, what I would do, etc. I often talk/write about it with my semi-interested friends. etc. But as soon as I get into an item for more than 1-2 days it’s like “lol am I crazy for this or what?” I feel like my friends gave it to me. I’m not 100% sure if I’m really talking, but it seems very strong and I’m a sensitive person. Why can’t I just find someone who shares my thoughts? I feel like everything I say about this gives me a “you’re mad at me” feeling. For me, this means that I will keep my mouth shut, no matter who I write to, or talk about my dreams and desires. Ultimately, it means I’m not completely crazy about the subject (and other people like romance). If I’m already writing about it, I have something to say: my next question is: What do others have that I don’t have? I’m trying so hard to transition asexual/aromantic – it’s sad to see how amazing it can be to be in a relationship.. I’m always thinking “Why God? Why can’t I be happy in this world like others? What am I doing? “I don’t want to say that I doubt God – no, but I don’t understand. Is this part of his plan? I just know that I’m missing something that I don’t have. Also, I think that God didn’t just give me the feeling of love (no joke, I’ve never been in love – it’s demiromantic , but does he feel…? I don’t think so) I’m standing here now, frozen in the depths of winter, laying my feelings out in the open… but it can’t go on like this. But I know one thing: Jesus just has to help me. If I can’t do it now, I have to do it myself, but it’s my job, even if it hurts in part. Many depressed people come to me to seek and find relief, and I do my best to give these people the attention they need. Who else will do it if not me? It has meaning and purpose. Everyone who comes to me is doing something. They say there are no coincidences in life. I believe it. I would have fewer friends if it wasn’t for this help for others. Me It’s partly frustrating and partly annoying, but it also has its upsides. That’s all. Each of them is a very valuable person even if they don’t know it.. I love them all and I’m glad to have them! Now for some confusing details: I hate to think of myself as autistic, but there are some reasons why I do. I can’t be happy anymore (unless one of my wishes is finally granted) and I can’t show emotions (but better online than IRL). I know I’ve never been in love (I don’t) I used to resist it so much inside that it feels like everything about love feels wrong.. and I don’t understand why. My life isn’t that great either – As I’ve explained before, I’d rather own a horse (or two) .. or take an early summer vacation with friends and family to a horse farm to appreciate the good stuff than sit in the black dirt of depression. life.. but instead of the good idea I see only bad problems. Money, money, money, stress, stress, stress, no time, no time, CORONA! When I talked about it with my friend (who was also interested in vacationing there) it sounded so good.. like the lowest step in heaven.. sun, summer, freedom, good mood and joy.. all of it. …but the feeling quickly changed again, and a kind of “gap” opened up in me, as it always does. It’s because I just know that this summer I’ve been sitting at home rotting away at my computer, my mom is stress, stress, stress. I have to look for a job blah. My strong self-doubt and shyness won’t let me. Also, I am not physically fit. I don’t think I’ll ever live a perfect life.. it’s a beautiful house, animals, the love of my life, money, my family, me and my freshmen, my friends, a horse farm, success (with books and games) and your own movie).. But maybe instead I’ll take at least one of those things. Or not. It’s only in God’s hands.. and if He wants to let me understand the suffering of others better, be kinder to them etc. .. then so be it. I won’t stay Everything happens as it should. I will definitely do my job. I will do it. This is what I wanted to write about. If you’ve read this far.. wow you’ll get cake here.. If you want to write with me about your problems or anything else.. I’ll give you an ear or two. Thanks: I started uploading at 14:00. It is now 15:15. Thank you for your time! Funfact 2.0: From beginning to end, I see the text change from sad/depressing to hopeful. Funfact 3.0: We had to overload the entire text because every word was in bookmarks…

I don’t know you and I don’t want to make assumptions about you or your life, but I think you should get medical attention.

Not What I Wanted To Hear Sad Vent

You sound very depressed and I know how hard it is to get out of it without professional help. He saved my life.

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I won’t say it’s easy, but I’m back in the garden and I think you can too. Please take care and good luck.

It is still on air. I’m still working on things… why don’t Sebi go into the plan he did last time and do it digitally… it took me from 00:00 to 5:00 in the morning; well timed yes…at least i could take a picture of him like that…the more i draw him the more i feel his story needs to be told..so…everything is sorted once i feel good and once the isolation jokes are done the next one the joke could be about Sebi – until his childhood friend dies…

Also, I’m really sorry I haven’t responded to any comments lately… I really appreciate what you do

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Not What I Wanted To Hear Sad Vent

Not What I Wanted To Hear Sad Vent

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